Losing People (1 Last Time)

Because of your ass some people are starting to feel certain ways about me
They don't say it But I can tell what they are feeling
Your wasted and still are wasting my time
Lie you make me so fucking angry it doesn't make sense
Like right now im feeling so much but I don't even know what to write
I didn't even finish my damn hw cuz' i don't fucking know what to write
Because I can't fucking concentrate
I sware If I lose my bestfriends
Because I can't help the way I'm acting because I can't help the way your acting
I will never forgive you for that
This relationship seems like its about who has more power over who
I'm not trying to play that game but obviously you are...
& you know what
fuck it
im going to have to lose
tomorrow
I'm sorry inner-self but
I just can't do this anymore
like this happens everyday
maybe i should just talk to her
not on no lovey shit
hell fucking no
just tell her look this can't keep happening we can't continue on like this
yea that's what ill do....
I'm gonna put myself out there for her
1 last time
this is it for me
I swear tomorrow is it
do or die
i hate how I'm the one trying
I'm the one dying
I AM THE ONE CRYING
not you
I don't care wtf you say
nd yet at the same time i still trust you...
It would be some real fucking salty shit if i got out and get shot then what
where the fuck would you be then
fuckin salty as shit
I just want to scream.....
Look at what your doing
I HATE YOU
but love you at the same time......
I changed this game for your ass
those wasn't just words
I meant that shit
with all my damn heart....
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
..............
Why are you doing this
why......
why........
why..........
I need to know
I need to
I need you...
i can't keep crying........
I can't keep trying....
i can't make you love me if that's something you wont feel
or don't want to feel
you will never get over what i did
but yet i forgive you
for everything you do?
or should i say don't do....
FUCK YOU
I swear this is it 1 last chance
i promise my heart
this is your last chance
ha look at this...crying agen...not nothing new for these past 2 weeks now
thats been the norm
Once again...It's all on you.......
Will you let me live?
or will you let me die............