Pain

I love you
i love you so damn much
I'm willing to put all my feelings..... all my pride.... all my everything aside for you
just so we can be together
I will let you walk all over me(not like you already haven't) just so you will let me love you
I will do everything in this relationship you don't have to say anything to me....
I go outside
I see all these happy couples and i think that could be us...
SHOULD be us
I listen to every sad song known to man and think about you
.......
I can't make you love me
your words don't mean shit
I have done everything for you and this is how you pay me back
All I wanna do is sit in a corner and rot away
and you know i love you because i have all these other girls on my dick
but they don't mean shit
not shit to me
they can never and will never amount up to anything i feel for you
I don't understand
I love you so much but its like you don't care
you take my love for granted
its like you see it as a concert
you came for the entertainment....
the rush
the thrill
but after the show was over i was the one that performed my heart out....
you just listened
I invited you to come on stage and you turned the other way
you laughed like it was some kind of sick joke
you stood by and watched me beg and plead and pour my heart out
I feel backstabbed
I got down on my knees kissed the god damn ground you walked on
but you spat in my face
yet I still came back
all these people telling me to let go move on you can find someone better
but i believed in what you told me
I believed you loved me
i believed that you really cared
(ironic I'm writing this on april fools)
the jokes on me....i'm the fool
Babyface said:
"I'm not saying this to shake you up
I'm just saying this to wake you up
It's all good when we making love
ALL I ASK IS DON'T TAKE MY LOVE
FOR GRANTED
IT'S GRANTED
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL
but...
if you won't love me.....
somebody else will"

I would do anything for you
I would take the worst beating imaginable
if it meant we would be together
I see your face
with every punch I take
and every bone I break
Is all for you....
My worst pains
are the actions you will not take(I added this line)
But still
I will always fight on for you
-Yellowcard

I can't keep doing this
I can't keep feeling this way
I have people that need me to be strong for them
So I'll try....for as long as I can to survive
I will try
I will try.....