It Was All On You

i tried to do everything I could for you
I spoke words I never said to anyone else but you
I gave you my heart
I gave you my trust
But you threw it all away
Like it was some piece of dust
Maybe to you it was
Maybe you just didn't care
This is what its come to
You leave me feeling bare
Where do I go From here please please tell me
Cuz without you in my life
Its like Im blind I won't be able to see
I guess Im gonna have to now
Cuz this is the end for us
All the trust is gone
That don't mean I don't still love you
That will always remain
You made a promise you couldn't keep
i doubt Ill be getting any sleep...
It was all on you
& this is what you do....

Thank you a whole fuckin bunch

Bittersweet

Yes I got her back its true..... but this feeling is bitter sweet......... On one hand she really is all i ever wanted and i mean she's trying that's all i ever wanted her to do but like if she mess up then I'm in this position of damn what the hell I trusted her and i should have made her prove it first but i trust her and I love her with all my heart so like I'm gonna remain optimistic.....i mean everything seems to be falling back into place but i gotta get back to the old me in school and start fuckin bakin' again but yea thats it for today ppl's ard Deuces!

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*Bakin = doing good

Loves not what it says but what it does (action word)

I don't know how this even happened one week i was the happiest i probably ever had been in my life.....then the next we got right back to fighting..... THey say that these events make us stronger.... i think thats true but then again its not fair when it only makes one person stronger and the other person just lose strength.... One person tries to do everything they can while the other just sits back and relaxes...... I mean I've cried for like these past couple days and like that's just not me i just don't cry i mean unless its something real major then okay but like damn..... & the fucked up part about it is I kissed her ass when i did wrong and I KNOW IM NOT EVEN GONNA GET SHIT BACK!!!! Like I don't want her to kiss my ass but she say she cares so I mean I at least want her to show it..(yet she wonders why I don't believe her when she says she loves me) .... I mean I'm hurt bloggers & idk where to go from here

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