No first letters...

But I mean i guess we can't
This other girl means nothing to me
i mean i feel like if anything I should think you have something going on but its like
I trust you
I feel like we can't get anywhere without trust
and its like now that you don't trust me
I just don't know i mean
I just feel hurt
and its like i've actually reached a point where im tired of living with a whole heart
maybe us being apart is better than being together
I feel like you want to talk to other people...

maybe it was selfish of my that forever could actually be applied to our two names
I gess i thought about what i wanted for once in my life then what would be best for someone else
i apologize
i was wrong
you just let me know what you want
and i'll live with that decision
i gess i'll have to learn to be my own hero and be strong for myself.
it'll be hard but i haven't made it this far to just give up

at this point i really don't know if we should be together
i mean everything gets questioned really but i mean i fully trust you
but honestly i think that
whatever "shocked" you yesterday is the reason for this
it prolly was him or it coulda been him for all i kno it could be some1 i dnt kno about but i mean w/e its you're life you do what's best for you

you said that we aren't as close?
i don't see that seeing as how i tell you everything that goes on in my life
i mean when i say everything i literally mean EVERYTHING
and its like you won't share or tell anything to me unless i ask
maybe you feel the same way about me
i wouldn't know because you dnt tell me anything
so hey

one last thing
don't think
that
you can pull one of those drop me
then pick me back up the next time you feel like it...
or you "think i've learned my lesson"
that's all i'm going to say

in conclusion,
you do what's best for your life
and i'll think of something.
just be TRULY happy and that'll at least put a smile on my face.